[39]

2011 is finished
thank u, 2011, for my friends and my love

hope, they will be with me in 2012 <3

the latest post in this year
really happy
bye-bye, 2011
i wont miss u

[38]

tomoooorroooow!!!!!
our night <3

only mine

[37]

i really hate my parents
their fucking surprise is that we will go for a week in egypt
cry cry cry CRYYYY

35000 for a week
i hate u, parents
im sobbing in the voice for 30 mins

okay....they will see my darkest side
i will lie in front of the TV all the week.....

[36]

unhappy
haven't seen him today
was sleeping all the day after school

I don't want to do this anymore 

I don't want to be the reason why 

Everytime I walk out the door 

I see him die a little more inside 

I don't want to hurt him anymore 

I don't want to take away his life 

I don't want to be... a murderer 

[35]

i've got different eyes
one from mom and another one from dad

thank u =DD

im ugly

[34]

my dear boy presented me a lot of sweets <3
my favorite sweets
ohh
thank u, my love

i have no words to say how im happy with you...thank u for everything that u do for me
thank u for u
i miss u
i need you

[33]

just returned home
really wonderful week with my boy

i have never been so happy
thx to u a lot

i'll wait for weekends to spent them together
'cause 2/3 hours in a day its too little for me..((

listening to Rihanna over and over again, oh 

[32]

HATE =D

[31]

December, 25. 2011

i've just made all the homework for tomorrow.
rly happy


and now ima free from any job and have a lot of free time, which i'll spent with my boy <3




looked at mirrow, oh, ima fucking curly!!!!

[30]

December, 24. 2011

spent two wonderful days with my boy 
i miss him so much


i dont need anybody, i nedd only my lovely boy

[29]

December, 22. 2011

with my best best best best friend Mary

ima blonde here :D

playing in ducks =D

little duck ^^

[28]

December, 22. 2011

blah-blah-blah

*posting pics* day :D

with Valery

[27]

December, 22. 2011

from hospital

tired and dont know what it is with me there

[26]

December, 22. 2011

found at the mobile phone a lot of pics from shops

love 2 things

[25]

December, 22. 2011

3 hours with my lovely boy

i wanna spent more time with u...

cant wait for weekend

u'll be mine for the whole 2 days

cant believe that ure mine

u make me smile every moment when im with u

i really love our long hugs'n'kisses when my favorite songs are playing

i wanna spent every sec of my life only with u

i love when u call me at night, i think it will become my hobby to hear ur voice at night :D <3

missing you

[24]

December, 21. 2011

Rihanna, what've u done with me??!!

I don't want to do this anymore 

I don't want to be the reason why 

Everytime I walk out the door 

I see him die a little more inside 

I don't want to hurt him anymore 

I don't want to take away his life 

I don't want to be... a murderer 

[23]

December, 21. 2011

I MISS YOU SO!!!!!!!! :(

wanna get a lot of hugs again
listening Sarah Connor - Just One Last Dance and miss u more'n'more with every minute


wanna see ur smile, hug u
i'll never let u go, ure mine, only mine


my boy

[22]

December, 21.2011

i miss you so much

four happy days

thank u

now im playing in Uno :D

[21]

December, 20. 2011

i wanna sleep

ok, here we go ^^

goodnight

[20]

December, 20. 2011

I don't wanna dance I feel betrayed

Sunrise Avenue, thank u for u

Samu Haber

oh, my fucking God!!!!

he is amazing <3

[19]

December, 20. 2011

ssooo cold!!!!!!!!!

just returned home 

i hardly feel my feets :'(

for the least two days i've slept only 5 hours. two fucking days!

and i have no thoughts :3

i'll go at the kitchen and make me a dinner <3

than i'll go to sleep a little bit, and maybe than i will watch a movie

and do my homework at night

yeah

[18]

December, 19. 2011

Nickelback #nowplaying

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

love 'em

so strange feelings, i dont know what i want

tired to do my english. school, i h8 u sometimes!

[17]

December, 19. 2011

MOOOM!!! Y DO U MAKE IT NOOW?!

she cooked my favorite chiken and she doesnt know that ima on a diet and i cant eat after 6 p.m....now it's 7:30 :'(

y ima so fat, God?!

smth like this

:'(

[16]

December, 19. 2011

it was so stupid to think i have courses today

fuck

listenin Within Temptation

mom said that i will go to Belgium, but im not happy

sorry me... :(

i dont know why

but i dont want to go there...at all

it would be the last meeting with our belgium friends

i'll never see them again

and i've lose my glasses and hardly see the screen :D

[15]

Dacember, 19. 2011

spent yeasterday evening with my bf

went to the cinema

today we spent only two hours together

i miss him

pur pur .__.

now ima doing my homework and waiting for 12 p.m.

he will call

i started to hate his job, oh :D

waiting for the weekend to see him again for the whole day :3

♥

missing yooou...

[14]

December, 18. 2011

have new pics

thnx to Dmitry Timchenko

[13]

December, 18. 2011

ima going for a walk with Paul

Eugene stop writing me, okay, b-b

[12]

December, 18. 2011

what i found!!!!

YEEAAAHH!!!!

very old pic =D

[11]

December, 18. 2011

How it ends and begins 

On his face is a map of the world 

it was wonderful evening yesterday
i spent it with Gala and really happy


we had window shopping :D in new supermarket
i found one nice red dress in Reserved and i want it for New Year

yeeap, i know that i wont celebrate it, but i want it so much :(
then we met Gala's mom and stepfather
i loved them, her mom is really nice woman
laughed a lot with her


and Gala loved one shirt, which i love too =D

left one which is longer


and found a nice cardigan which will be nica in Belgium, i think, because of its warm weather

[10]

December, 18. 2011

just woke up
i was sleeping for 11 hours, i think i've made it for the whole week, cause i sleep 3 or 4 hours per night


talked with Eugene yeasterday and asked him 'bout his ignoring
he said that it is all my fault
okay


listenin to 30 stm and feel nostalgy a little bit

No I'm not saying I'm sorry

One day maybe we'll make it

want that times back

[9]

December, 17. 2011

i wanna go for a waaalk
guuuys, where're u


ima sitting at home,  serfing the i-net and listening to music


oh


just booreeed


make me smile
make me laugh

[8]

December, 17. 2011

i noticed that one infectious thing has appeared on the internet

a lot of my friends sent on thier walls in the site thier songs like "my fave song; song which i hate; which remind me about smth"

oohh =D

and this has touched me too

and now ima writing 'bout my songsits the eights day

omnomnom

[7]

December, 17. 2011

strange realtions with one person
i cant understand him
what he wants from me?


ooh

fuck    you 
yeah ^^


one time he calles me just saying I miss you so.. next day his behaviour is rlly strange and it looks like oh, baby, who you are?  


if u dont want to spent time with me, why do u call me next day after ignoring and trying to find ways to see me?


i dont see any other way, but i have to say goodbye to you. sorry, guy

[6]

December, 17. 2011

realised that smb is reading my blog

wtf?

i just want to write there all my thoughts, feeling etc.

i cant stop kidding on my mom :D

very funny look at my mother, when she feels stupid

love this moments

[5]

December, 16. 2011

didnt study today at all

had no lessons in the school, but i tired a lot

what i had been doing? i was on duty in the dining room

and i hate now 8 forms more and more

when i asked them to tidy up after them, they just said they are not duty men

oh, fckng little children

now ima waitin for my bff at home with little sistert

Nikky is sleeping and i hope Mary wont wake her up ^_^

[4]

December, 15. 2011

when I was sitting at my english courses i understood that i dont want a New Year just because of celebretion

oh, i hate it, really

[3]

December, 15. 2011

i hate when boys are trying to know me
i dont need new boyfriend
my latest relationships were not so good and i wish i havent started them at all

if i say u that I dont need new meetings it means fuck u!


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listening now Tokio Hotel which i hadnt heard for ages, really
they are not so bad
i dont know people hate them so much
because of Bill? its strange
it's his way.. no more

[2]

December, 15. 2011

just made a new haircut by myself and i dont know what to do now

spent my time on listenin 30stm 

i need to do my homework but i dont wanna do it

yep,  know i must, but pleeease, give me some strength..

hope there will be no russian words

[1]

December, 15. 2011

smth like an introduction

I have suddenly realized, that I need a new one blog
I dont wanna to post there all pics from shots for saving them

I just need a dairy to express all my fckn thoughts

there is no need in readers and comments, and beecause of it, i think, no need in writing russian